Monthly Archives: April 2015

To Thank Everyone for Their Support, The End in All Beginnings On Sale for Just 99 Cents!


My Stoker-Nominated novella collection, The End in All Beginnings, has been wildly successful, beyond my expectations.  Stellar reviews, gushing support by some big names in horror, an unbroken string of 5-star reviews at Amazon, and then, of course the Stoker nomination itself.

Both me and my publisher, Grey Matter Press, thought it might be nice to give something back for all of the terrific support we’ve been given for this book.  To that end, Grey Matter Press has decided to offer the book at 80% off for the next week.  That’s right, you can get this Stoker-nominated book for just 99 cents at Amazon, B&N and Kobo…but just this week.  Go here to read GMP’s release.

This ties into my appearance at the upcoming World Horror Convention in Atlanta next week, where there will be some big announcements and the unveiling of my latest work, the standalone novella The Sunken Cathedral.  More on that very soon…and more on the other, I Can Taste the Blood, well…soonish.

But ultimately it’s a thank you to all of you who have supported me and Grey Matter on this journey.  I hope that you spread the word of this sale far and wide so my work can be exposed to a whole new audience.  Maybe you have the print edition and you’d like a Kindle or Nook version.  This is the time.  As Jack Ketchum himself said about The End in All Beginnings, “Pounce!”

And thank you, from the very bottom of my cold, black heart, for your support of my work.  I can promise you…it’s just begun.

Let’s Get Born Again!

Let’s talk about death, shall we?

Or rather, let’s talk about what happens after death.

After death? you might be asking.

What possibly happens after death?

You might be thinking that, after death, it’s all white clouds, halos, robes, wings and strumming harps. As Guster says about heaven in a song on its latest album, Evermotion, “Just people hanging out forever.”

Or you might be thinking that after death is…well…nothing. The end. Sayonara. Close credits and cut! I’ll have one endless dirt nap, with a side of decomposition.

Any of these could be right. All of them could be right. None of them could be right.  I mean, who am I to say what happens after death?  I haven’t been there, done that or even gotten the T-shirt.

But belief, man. Belief is what it’s all about. I think belief drives much more of the reality train, at least on an individual level, than we’re sometimes willing to acknowledge. Physics is constantly showing us that observation (a form of belief, in my book anyway) in some way establishes reality. And with physics also showing us that there are multiple dimensions, multiple realities, it’s certainly possible that everyone is right in their beliefs…and everyone is simultaneously just as wrong.

Welcome, Mr. Schrodinger! How’s the cat? Dead, you say? Hmmm…

That all being said, this posting will be more heavily weighted toward my belief. I mean, to be fair, it’s my blog. You may not agree with what I say one scintilla. You may find the following ramblings run far contrary to what you believe. S’ok! Really. Believe what you want. It’s a free country, and a wide, weird, rambling cosmos. Stranger things, my dear Horatio!

Thus ends the apologia. Let’s press on, shall we?

So, each of the authors of stories in the wonderful Grey Matter Press anthology Death’s Realm were given a choice of subjects to expound on during this blog tour. I chose reincarnation, because…well…reasons

Reincarnation is the supposition that when we die, after some amount of time spent doing something in some mysterious dimension, we come back into another body, live another life, most of the time completely unaware of the previous life…or (how’s this for mind blowing?) lives.

In other words, each of us, if this belief is true, has lived and died many times over the course of human history, doffing persona with all of the aplomb of changing our underpants. Perhaps you were once in charge of the pharaoh’s loo. Or maybe you were a peasant sans culottes in Revolutionary France. A Mongol doin’ the Steppes. Or perhaps an Aztec warlord knockin’ ’em dead for the sun. Who knows?

I find this belief fascinating, and I mean really fascinating.

First of all, it jibes nicely with my spiritual beliefs as a man in the last third of his life. I don’t say “religious” beliefs, because—and I don’t mean to offend anyone here—I have none. I was raised Catholic, as were my parents, and pretty much my entire family. But over the decades, through various vicissitudes of life and a thorough studying of both my Catholic faith and the Bible, I no longer consider myself Christian much less Catholic.

Interestingly enough, William Peter Blatty, a devout Catholic and author of the iconic The Exorcist, was recently interviewed by The Washington Post about his new book (at 87 years old!) Finding Peter. The book recounts Blatty’s belief that his dead son is haunting him…literally…sending messages back to his dad that he’s alive and is okay. Blatty also says that he’s a believer in reincarnation, and that, indeed, the Catholic faith long ago once supported this idea. So, a belief in reincarnation doesn’t necessarily have to run contrary to your religion. Go here to read the interview.

That out of the way, we’re taking reincarnation.

I have developed, I guess, what is more of a Buddhist sensibility, though that is not completely accurate and might, frankly, insult some members of that religion due to my poor approximation of the faith. But I do think that this life, this reality, is a bit like a school. We’re here to learn certain lessons in a form of reality where learning these lessons is hard, thereby making it more likely that the lessons, once learned, stick.

If we fail to learn the lesson, we’re sent back to try again.

If we learn the lesson, we are sent back to learn a new one.

Onward and upwards until…who knows what? Omnisentience? (That’s okay, I made that word up, and rather like it.) (Is it just me or are there a lot of parentheticals in this piece?) Godhead? I dunno. Maybe nothing’s at the end but more learning. Perhaps it’s an eternal school, this reality, and it exacts its lessons roughly, sometimes inhumanely…forever.

Do I think I’ve been reincarnated? Hmmm…fair question. To subscribe to my own beliefs, the answer must be yes. But I really don’t have any deep insights or anything that particularly indicates that I was once the Dauphin or Herbert Hoover’s secretary or a victim of the Triangle Shirtwaist fire. I, do, though, have a somewhat peculiar and uncanny dislike for anyone being on my left side—standing, walking, sitting, etc.—and for having my back to a door or window. This is not a joke merely thrown out there for this blog. I’ve always said that it’s because, in a past life, I was a gunfighter in the Wild West. Who knows?

There you have it. In a blog, that’s as succinct as I can be in my belief.

I find some peace in this, which is, I guess, good. If you can’t find some peace in your beliefs, you might want to consider some other belief. But I find it helps me make sense of a sometime senseless world. And isn’t that why religions came about?

Here’s where the horror comes in…

There seems to me to be a definite possibility in this model of the universe that mistakes are made. Sometimes people return to this plane with memories of their past lives intact. To make this even more hair-raising, this is observable mostly in children.

Recently, there’s been a story all over the “legitimate” news media (and those aren’t talk radio quotes, there. It’s just a distinction between, say, CNN and some strange, half-baked parapsychological website) about a boy who has recounted strange, verified details of a past life as a Hollywood producer in the 1940s, complete with name, travel accounts, movie trivia, personal details, etc. If that doesn’t raise the hairs on your arms, I don’t know what would.

It seems that these kids—and there are numerous cases of this phenomena—remember striking details of their past lives. Stuff that can be documented. Stuff that is profoundly disturbing to hear, especially from the mouths of say, a five-year-old child.

There was another recent case of a kid who remembered a past life as an American WWII fighter pilot who was killed in the Pacific. This kid was able to correctly identify WWII-era planes. He named friends of his at the time. He described, accurately and in great detail, how he had died. Again, the back of my neck prickles when I hear such stuff.

I remember reading a book entitled Audrey Rose when I was a young teenager. In it, author Frank De Fillita wrote about a man who thinks another couple’s child is the reincarnation of his daughter, who died in a horrific car accident. (Let’s not talk about the loathsome movie that was made a few years later with Anthony Hopkins.)

I remember, and it’s been literally decades since I read this in its entirety, that it was a harrowing story. I’ve since gone back and read sections of it, and while the final court scene is a tad histrionic (and hard to believe in its set up), the rest of the book is still as disturbing as I remember.

To me, as peaceful as I find the concept of reincarnation, as right as it seems, as logical as it seems, at least in terms of a progression of a soul here on this earth, it’s absolutely terrifying when this process seems to go wrong. When we get a small glimpse of what actually happens after death, when the curtains are pulled back even a little for us to take a peek, it always seems disturbing, discomfiting, terrifying.

We obviously aren’t meant to know what happens after death. Maybe our minds, as big and powerful as we like to think they are, truly can’t comprehend, truly can’t widen enough to understand what lies beyond, to take it in and process it in a way that means anything to us right here, right now.

And as much of a cop out as that might seem, I’m OK with that. I’ll concentrate on the here and now and leave any angst I have over what follows in my writing. It’s easier to deal with that way.

Incidentally, Death’s Realm is a fantastic anthology of death and what lies beyond. (Segues…I write ’em!) Some great authors in it, too many to name without naming them all. So, I’ll only say that it’s well worth your money to take a peek at what some of these writers have parted the curtains to show you. I’ve got my own story in it, “Some Other Day,” which deals with the effects grief has in this plane and the next. You might enjoy it.

You might also enjoy the next step on this blog tour, a posting by author Rhoads Brazos, who adds a special look inside his Lovecraft-inspired story “Omniscopic” with a tantalizing alternative scene. Take a look tomorrow at Grey Matter Press. And go here for the entire schedule for this tour. Enjoy!

We’re Home…

Never was much of a Star Wars fan.  Trek for me, thanks.  But this does look cool.  Amazing what Abrams can do with a property he actually likes.

Death’s Realm Blog Tour Day 1: Short by Jay Caselberg


Grey Matter Press’ Blog Tour for Death’s Realm kicks off today with a new short story from author Jay Caselberg.

Go here to give it a read.  It’s chilling.

Tomorrow is my turn, right here.

See ya!

Monty Python’s Galaxy Song As Performed by Stephen Hawking…Really.

Death’s Realm Blog Tour Starts This Thursday!


Grey Matter Press is conducting a blog tour in support of it’s latest anthology, Death’s Realm (which, incidentally, is a pretty cool antho, and which, incidentally, features a story by me, “Some Other Day).  Each author will post something about death–ranging from views of the afterlife to personal ghost stories.

Here’s a link to Grey Matter’s announcement.  Find the schedule there with links to all the authors’ sites.  Lots of cool authors in this anthology–Jane Brooks, Brian Fatah Steele, Paul Michael Anderson, Gregory Norris, and Simon Dewar to name but a few.

My own post, which will debut here on Friday, April 17th, will deal with reincarnation.


Some BIG Announcements! Some Others, Not So Big…

Well, really they’re announcements of forthcoming announcements, but one pretty big thing.

First, my next piece is a freestanding novella that the fine folks at Grey Matter Press will be bringing out literally at the World Horror Convention in May of this just a few weeks.  It’s called The Sunken Cathedral, and it’s a harrowing little, more real-world piece.  We’ll do a cover reveal soon (it’s awesome!).  And I would like to formally announce that Josh Malerman–author of the fantastic novel that’s topping the tops of everyone’s lists for best horror novel of the year, Bird Box–has written the introduction to the piece…and it’s so wonderful that it brings tears to me eyes.  More on this later.

In the spirit of announcing announcements, some of you have heard me talk about the project entitled I Can Taste the Blood.  It’s something that my friend/author  (frauther? fraund?) Joe Schwartz came up with last year.  Basically five different authors hand-picked by me each write a novella entitled I Can Taste the Blood, and we see how five different, talented authors run with the ball.  In addition to me, there is, of course, Joe Schwartz, Erik T. Johnson, J. Daniel Stone and the ubiquitous Josh Malerman.  Five authors. Five novellas. One title.  More on this very soon.  We have a publisher lined up and a publication window, so there will be more about this soon.

I also wrote a novella for a project with Farolight Publishing, new owners of the Horror Library series of books.  Another freestanding novella, The Desolated Orchard is a strange mash of horror and mythology.  Probably looking like late this year. So again, more later.

And the big announcement!  You thought I’d forgotten all about the HORRORSTAR contest, didn’t you?  Remember that one?  You buy The End in All Beginnings and leave a review, then post a link here?  Well, it didn’t produce as many reviews as I might have liked, but still The End in All Beginnings stands at 26 straight 5-star reviews.  Can’t really grouse about that, can I? (I do anyway…sorry.)

At any rate, I finally got my head enough above water to draw a name from the proverbial cap, and the winner of the contest is  JAMIE WARGO, a very loyal Twitter follower.  She wins, of course, Death, a spectacular death scene for her and perhaps some of her loved ones in my upcoming novel The Fearing.  Jamie and I have already been in touch, so she knows she’s won.  I’ll be speaking with her soon to hash out the details of just who I’ll be killing and how I’ll be killing them.  Thanks to everyone who participated!  I appreciate it.

That’s it.  Also, if you’ll be down in Atlanta for the World Horror Con May 7-10, let me know.  I’ll be there.  Would be great to meet up!

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